After we broke up, things couldn't have possibly been better. We hung out, and we had a blast together. Things were as they had always been.
But one thing, we kissed. A lot. Just like when we were going out. And then it escalated to other things.
She now feels it was wrong and so I think she's removing that from the equation. I lost her love, but had her affection. And now I'm losing her affection. What am I going to do? How will I go on without her? Why doesn't she see that the only thing in this world I desire is to make her happy?
My pretty world has become such a nightmare. I cry all the time now. I'm crying at this moment.
We're still going to talk, but how can I go on? It's so difficult to talk to her when I love her endlessly...I'll have to pretend there's nothing wrong. And I just can't do that...
She says there's hope for the future, but just how much hope is there?
I no longer wish to be a part of this world that has suddenly brought me so much pain.
I pray for death to claim me and end this misery.
But one thing, we kissed. A lot. Just like when we were going out. And then it escalated to other things.
She now feels it was wrong and so I think she's removing that from the equation. I lost her love, but had her affection. And now I'm losing her affection. What am I going to do? How will I go on without her? Why doesn't she see that the only thing in this world I desire is to make her happy?
My pretty world has become such a nightmare. I cry all the time now. I'm crying at this moment.
We're still going to talk, but how can I go on? It's so difficult to talk to her when I love her endlessly...I'll have to pretend there's nothing wrong. And I just can't do that...
She says there's hope for the future, but just how much hope is there?
I no longer wish to be a part of this world that has suddenly brought me so much pain.
I pray for death to claim me and end this misery.
